The minute she leaves her, she misses her. She likes her so much that it hurts to be away even for a minute. She feels like the world is a little brighter when she’s with her. The way she lays her head against her chest melts her heart. She’s so happy, the happiest she’s been in a while, but she’s also scared. She’s scared she’ll get hurt like she has in the past. But she can’t be scared, and can’t let the past experiences, effect the way she acts in relationships she’s building now. She doesn’t want to move too fast or say the wrong things and mess anything up. She knows she might not be ready and doesn’t want to scare her away, so she is patient and willing to wait because she thinks she’s worth it. She’s nervous when she’s alone with her, so her heart beats really fast. She thinks her smile is beautiful. She thinks she’s simply perfect with every little thing she does. Thing is, she thinks everything she feels and says about her is stupid and cheesy… but it’s not. It’s real, true, and something very special. And if you feel that way, then you’re lucky. It’s a feeling you want to feel that makes you feel on top of the world. You don’t ever want to stop feeling that, which is why it’s understandable to be a little scared letting someone in after being hurt too many times. But trust and patience is key. You have to trust and feel it in your heart that she is the one and that she won’t hurt you like they did. You can’t hide what you feel. You have to let yourself be happy and feel happy. 

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