I’m broken. I can’t seem to put myself back together. Sometimes I feel like I can’t breathe. It feels as if I were to be so deep under water, not being able to hold in my breathe any longer; like so much pressure is built up inside of me ready to explode. I don’t know why I feel this way but I do. I feel stuck… I feel locked up. I feel broken.

I know I shouldn’t feel this way and that I should be positive. But sometimes it’s hard to be positive when there’s so much going on inside of my head.