I saw you today and the first thing I did was look away. I looked away because I was scared to look into your eyes and remember every detail of every moment of every day that we spent together, and then want it all back. I didn’t want to feel anything anymore, so I looked away. I didn’t want people to notice that something was still wrong. But people still seemed to ask what was going on. It’s never ending. Just when I think I’m done with you, something has to remind me of you, and then I want to see you when I know I really shouldn’t.

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