I really hope you find what you’re looking for in life. I really do. I know things get hard at times and you may feel lost and not know what to do. That doesn’t mean push people away. That doesn’t mean shut everything and everyone out. It also doesn’t mean, take things you’re feeling, out on other people that don’t deserve it.
Don’t be scared. If you have something to say, say it. Say it before it’s too late. Even if things don’t turn out the way you want. Because later… when you’re fifty, you’re gonna look back and wish you had said and done the things you were too afraid to say and do. You don’t want to live the rest of your life not knowing, “what could have been.”
Take risks, it’s what my mom always told me. Don’t hold back because of something that happened in the past. The past is in the past. It isn’t easy to let go, but if you want to be happy, it’s what you have to do. You don’t want to feel stuck. You don’t want to feel lost. You don’t want to fall into a state of not feeling anything at all… numb.
You have to try. Try the best you possibly can and not give up just because something seems impossible. It may be hard at the time, but it’ll feel great when you accomplish all you had set your mind to do.
I hope you’re happy. I want you to be happy. Be happy with the choices you make, and if you don’t like them, then change them. Surround yourself with people who you can trust and know will be there for you. Don’t surround yourself with fake people, or you’ll become the same. Don’t try to be someone you’re not, just to fit in. Be yourself and you will find the people who really care about you and love you for who you really are.